I passed!

It's Friday night and I refused to look at the results. I'm actually on my honeymoon right now. Finally, at 1 am, I couldn't take it anymore and I just decided to look at the results. The name above appears on the pass list!!!! HOLLY SHIT! I woke my new husband up and started screaming, "I passed, I passed!" We both started crying and calling our families. We are so happy and so unbelievably relieved that this nightmare is over. I don't even care if I ever find a job so long as I don't have to live with the burden of this failure hanging over my head forever. However, the news is bittersweet. I learned that some close friends, people I KNOW to be smart and capable and certainly competent did not pass. This breaks my heart because I know that this is a crapshoot. You win some, you lose some. I'm no smarter or more competent this time than I was the last time. For all of you who must try again, my thoughts and prayers are with you.